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sobz sobz…time flies..my 1week holidays no more dy..tomolo going bck to UPM…

this holidays is short but counted soso,think of still ok…wat leh…i met a lot of frens…n as my hope, my hometown broS sisS gang celebrate my bday 4 me…thanks guys…

bck to UPM, a lot of things hav to face…giv myself one more week rest ( for those bo ying things),let me done all my assignments..then will join bck….

when i bcked,my bro show me a slideshow which hav a lot of my family photos,n those photo of siblings when we r still small…I cried when watched it..realised that we getting grower n older..i miss the time we all stay at home..now is difren, im at upm,jiejie at ukm.when i bck she din bck..it`s hard to gather all at one time.i hate this but hav to follow,juz for the sake of a good future for my family…a lot of words to say but not in words…i luv my dad bcoz he is the greatest dad in my heart although he always play the yan shu role in family,i luv my mum bcoz she is the greatest mum in my heart although sometimes get scolded by her,i luv my sis bcoz she guides me a lot in my life although she is now cant always by my side,i luv my bro (joe)bcoz he always make us laugh vr take k of us although sometimes he is weird in his temper,i luv my youngest bro (ze long ) bcoz he help mum a lot,he is cute, he is the youngest although sometimes in bad temper….i luv this family..im proud to b Jasmine Pua,proud to b dad n mum`s daughter,sis`s sis,bros` sis.I do reali luv u all.

im joining this activity >>> bo ying.

In the beginning,im full of spirit to organise the 19th bo ying,in a difren way.Wat i hope to get from it is learn more v the way i noe much.After few days,weeks n months..my spirit down..im tired.not bcoz of meeting till 4.30am something,do the prepare till 3am something,days n nite think of it.Im tired …bcoz of doing jobs v those ppl who r doing jobs in other way from me…zhi hong say this is time for u to learn how to survive in a society…isn`t? It`s reali make me tired..y i wan to do something that i cant suit to it?

consider…considering…considered.i decide to resign,i feel that i cant make it as well as i think b4.In the other hand,i scare of my mind come out of this thinking,coz i hav to think of RESPONSIBILITY…this word make me confusing…the angel telling me i cant b so irresponsible,the evil say…is the point of wan or dunwan.once i say i dunwan,those problems wont b my problems,i also no nid to worry abt this n that.

im the one who do the decision…but im the one who dunno to do the decision…

today i hav a met v kokyong,a special fren for me,we hav quite a long time din meet.i treat him as my brother..he treat me as sister..although we hav quite a long time din met din chat,but he is still my `little bro` in heart.when he told me he got gf im happy for him.when i noe that he going to fly to UK im happy  for him…sincerely…i cant do anything juz can wish u all the best for future..enjoy ur life ther…hope to c u soon !!! muaks

yeah !!! im now is 20 years old WOMAN.wakaka.i spent a nice birthday this year v mny frens..from UPM,bo ying n hehe my hometown best best frens!!!

2sept2007 12.00am…i wondered i should start my celebration from this second but wat was i doing was..MEETING!!!!hate meeting…discuss discuss ague ague ague….going crazy…but i get a lot of msg n call from frens..i din care abt meeting somemore,juz sit ther n click my hp n answer calls…then i spent my who bday v meeting.siens…

after that helen shuchang (bo ying gang) got celebrate bday v me.so happy v it.

hometown frens sure wont make me disapointed…gav me surprise..hide at yunnshin`s home..bring me cake,but this year is more special,coz of vernyao…haha..

i had a vr vr nice 20th birthday,thanks for my coursemates,roomates,bo ying gang n the most important is homwtown gang…luv u all vr much !!! glad to hav u all to by my side !!!