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the end of year 2007.. today morning my brother wenshaur sms me to inform me that he success dy…he is now in a relationship..he got gf dy..im happy for him..hav to congrat him..

year2006..i done my stpm..the coming year hav to face many challenge..the result of stpm,n the problem that wherther i get University anot..i hope it..but im not that full confident..but hope i will..

year2006 i did nth for myself..so hope the coming year i will do something for myself..hope can b more confident,n b more mature…hope everything will b fine..hope all my family stay healthy n happy…hope me myself will b hapier..hope m n my frens` frenship will b forever…

我不知道我是个怎样的人…

我时常会失去自我,不懂自己在做什么.我不知道自己是个怎样的人,甚至要看这心理测验的结果才知道…我讨厌酱的自己,没有方向,过得很没有安全感…我要改变..却不知道我该怎么办…

朋友眼里我是大笑姑婆,每天都很开心..笑就是我的特征…真正的我却不一样,有者说我表现的和内心世界所想的不一样..我可以突然很自闭,不说话什么都不做,有时讲着讲着静了下来突然懒惰说话;朋友就会觉得我心情不好,觉得我吃错药..我没有..所以以后看到我静静的就让我继续自闭吧…我就是酱~

我严重没有主见..什么都随便.问我吃什么.."随便" ;要去哪? " 随便 "…随便随便随便…有时还蛮讨厌自己的没主见..可是有时真的是..随便啊..吃什么我都ok只要身边的人ok我都很ok啊…因为随便很简单..但是朋友都听腻了我的"随便"..

发现最近自己的英文程度大不如前…每天做工不提升自己真的不行..

我要改变自己,原地踏步,这样对自己真的很烂…

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i woke up at 9am after haved my bath i waited for weilee to come my place to meet…then juz i realised that it`s rained..rained…rained….then i go downstair to call weilee to ask her wanna come liao mah…waseh i get scolded by her…then after that call i continue to wait for her..waited waited waited…from abt 9am something till 4pm something then weilee called me…she ask y i din call her…ish yuan lai when i call her she was in sleep so juz will talk v me so angry…but then im ok lah…never mind it..then after wait 7hours juz us decided that meet tomolo as rained nonstop till nite…At nite i went jusco tmn U v my aunts..we haved our dinner at sushi king haha…juz a brand ..nth special..but it`s reali expensive..eventhough i waited for few hours but hehe im still ok lah….best fren wat…hehe..

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昨晚和微荔通电话,她说今天一定来找我,下雨的话也来.今天没有下雨,太太太开心了!!!我们顺利见面.很久没见她了,当然很开心…我们先去citysquare走….边说边逛..总有说不完的话..我们还去拍photocard,发现老板比一年前更会做生意了…过后就搭cab到pelangi,原本想找华强哥哈啦过后因为他在赶稿没空就和微荔在大众看书聊天…接着接着就到larkin搭5.30pm巴士回bp,结束jb之旅…散散心..心情好多了…(微荔是我很好的姐妹)

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昨晚收到信息,好朋友们要一起做义工咯!!!今天就从早上十点多忙到晚上七点才回家..做善事..帮忙佛学会pack东西给灾黎.和一群uncles aunts 做工,感觉不错.做善事很开心啊!!!希望大家多多帮忙灾黎,有钱出钱,有力出力..

aha…im now at jb…1st time blogging at jb…

i decide to come to jb in rush at this afternoon..n come n find my dearest weilee hehe n we will meet up tomolo n our da quan brother will come from kluang to meet us up too…looking forward the gathering…when the time we were still in the camp..we three always haved  non-stop talks..talk n talk n talk…..one year i din meet weilee dy coz of my studies now im free finally can come n meet her..miz her vr much..n my next hope is meet dearest kaixin,qiaoqiao,brother jenn kang,jasmine n those ns frens in kl…well…will try my best to meet them coz do reali miz them…

yesterday nite i lateh v my xueji gang…quite a long time din meet them…but it`s reali paisey coz i leave b4 we finish our talk…then i naik mengchuan`s car…v yongmay..togather go to elling`s house..heard that her sis is the 20th xueji then i hav a chat v her abt xueji..n then we togather go to vernyao`s house for bbq…nth special but as we all always hav funs everytime we togather so…is good…!!!then abt 1am…i received my dad call…he ask me that wan bck liao mah…wah is my 1st time get my dad`s call to ask me that..quite touch coz he waited for me..but then i takut kena marah….but..is good he din scolded me..good!!!

ok promise next time wont b…

i come to jb to unwind my mind …recently … well…hope will hav a fun gathering tomolo…

today mengchuan…those rahman guys n gays…gone bck dy..this bck..cant hav a good chance to chat v my bro wenshaur…many many words to share v him…to bad ..cant. hav to wait next year wor..when his next bck will hav a big changes dy…erm….i do reali happy when c u hit ur target n c u happy…i do reali apreciate our frenship…

k lah end up my blog here…enjoy my 1week holidays!!!!

今天带了学院的学生到热带山庄一日游. 感觉不错,只是觉得现今的小孩真的和我们当年不一样…好命多了.虽然很累,但是看到他们开心的样子..自己也很开心.

今天出发前,有位妹妹很开心地对我说 "老师,我妈妈给我带六块钱.."   瞬间觉得小孩的还是可爱的,很单纯,小小的心灵很容易就很满足…这何尝不是件好事..容易满足的人,过得更快乐..但还是有人觉得 "六块?!买屁啊!" 

满足与不满足也只是一线之差,换个角度,你也可以成为一位容易满足的人..会过得更快乐..有时我就是个容易满足的人:妈妈准备早餐给我吃我一天的心情会很好;考试会做我就很开心;人家跟我笑我就很开心;收到朋友的信息就很开心;每天可以吃饭我就很开心;每天可以睡觉我就很开心….我很容易开心….所以我有时过得很快乐,虽然过得简单~~

快乐是自找的,我们可以自己发现快乐,制造快乐及拥有很多很多的快乐….拥抱快乐的自己…快乐不是因为你拥有很多,而是因为你计较很少.很有意思的一句话…大家参考参考…

今天我又是为开心的人..因为大家都聚在马丁家happy~~享受丰盛的火鸡大餐!~!~!~很久没有看到的赖丫慧也来了,很久没有可看到的xinyun也来了….(故事讲一半不懂得接下去)

祝大家 selamat merry x`mas…….

today ..me,yana,szechin, n vernyao..togather having lunch (bahkuteh).The time we set is 12pm,end up TEE VERN YAO late…12.40pm juz he reach my place..well..im vr angry,coz my rest time is 12.00pm-1.00pm…but anyway im nice..so juz angry for a while aha….actualy he was late bcoz his house got too many cars so trafic jam at his house…cannot blame..end up..is his dog`s wrong?!?!?!…not him..rite?

another 2working days then i will hav my 1weeks holidays…yahoo!!!

我曾深刻体会对爱感到胆怯

还好有懂我的你给我安慰

看你失落的脸又再为爱憔悴

我心痛的感觉竟如此的强烈

眼角的泪它给过谁

伤透了心也无所谓

我会愿意静静地陪在你身边

如果说爱已不可为

那我宁愿藏心里面

其实我害怕会失去你的感觉

怎么会开始对你有了感觉

又深怕朋友默契转身不见

矛盾着犹豫不决

没准备跨越爱的界线

怎么会开始对你(你)有了感觉

深陷朋友恋人之间的危险

进与退被爱包围谁犯规都狼狈

谁能解围让一切完美

怎么会开始对你(你)有了感觉

深陷朋友恋人之间的危险

你和我拥抱瞬间不后悔这暧昧

星光唯美把爱放心里面

把爱放心里面

my sis came bck dy…aha since she bck we can play play talk talk everyday…non-stop!!!time gones…waiting for no man…this year is her second year in ukm…this year hav to go for industrial training..for few months i think …for me sure good loh…we can spend times togather..but the problem is ther.when reopen sch,my 3rooms full of ppl,my sis no place to sleep,hav to sleep at wher?bath room?toilet?coridor?haih….no words can describe…but then can onli sigh….it came too sudenly,we cant say no but juz accept..but then is we hav to suffer it

my grandpa is already 91 years old…he is now stay at my house…i prefer to it..seems now everyone hav own place to sleep..n happy togather..i like it !!!!! hope my ah gong will staying healthy everyday!!!

today went moli n summit v vy cy cheexiong ,chengchin then kuanghong joined us…

this few days i teach by myself but still under guide…haha i rotan those pupils…y?bcoz they keep laugh at 1 ppl who whole cls dislike her…they write a paper v `gajah` giv that gal then i c liao ask them beratur n whole kena i rotan….nowadays de pupils…oh my god…damn naughty…n keep nagging…somebody keep telling me other ppl doing wat doing wat…i terus scolded ` DO UR THINGS,DUN NID U KEEP TELLING ME..`  m i cruel? but i cant stand that she keep saying ppl n dunwan do her works…so i do it~~

when de time i rotan them,someone cried b4 i rotan her…then i ask her y. she say that`laoshi,i thought u will rotan kuat kuat so i  cry 1st`…today juz heard szechin mention that our mdm.wong ( huang lao shi) also keep rotan our frens in cls when we still in primary sch.. seems got but i forgot dy coz i vr blur n jian wang….i juz rmb tht our teacher keep scolded everytime she came to our cls…aiya every teacher is the same…

nowadays de pupils vr poor…hav to stay in tuition centre 1pm-7pm…keep force to memories many words..but is for the sake of their future lah~~

ohya yesterday nite got ppl called me for 4-5times..keep ringing..i vr angry coz call me when i was sleeping then sure i vr angry …so i pick up the phone n scolded the ppl but that ppl din answer me after that he/she called again wor…damn….

today i haved lunch togather v kimna szechin vernyao..at realjoy..

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因为等了很久,所以感觉都变成习惯…要走出来不是件容易的事..跌..跌..跌..肯定是有的..怎么说都好,成长是需要代价的…到最后却什么都没得到..得到只有伤,自己还要用很长的时间来疗伤,最怕的还是被人否定吧~

今天教课,小孩子可爱的地方除了外表应该就是说话的方式吧,很好笑,但责任上我还是得骂骂他们两句.`老师…老师…老师…..`   `老师…谁谁谁踢我…`   老师这个老师那个..哈.有时我也会不耐烦.因为我没什么耐心的.

我们都长大了,读书的读书,出国的出国…先是shearen接着会还有人陆续的出国.接下来的那位就是文耀lo~昨晚想着想着突然很舍不得,虽然跟他说话很累但我们算得上是好朋友吧,所以他要走了当然会舍不得. sobz~~~如果诗琴出国我应该会加倍舍不得…12年的友情虽然当中有些不如意但是她却是我想要一辈子的朋友.i cherish it….our frenship.

今天的我好像老太婆,keep nagging..抒发一下而已啦…..